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Whatever happens... Believe in you, believe in life, believe in tomorrow, believe in everything you do, any time.

The Girlzx

She's a January Baby. Going through life the best she can. Little anecdotes of life as she takes another breath for another day.



Events
- AFA'14
- Christmas Cosfest' 14
- J-Obsession 2015
- Charaexpo 2015
- Cosfest 2015
- EOY 2015
- STGCC 2015
- Sports Fest 2015
- Gamestart 2015
- Anime Festival Asia 2015
- Christmas Cosfest 2015
- J-Obsession 2016
- Doujima 2016
- Charaexpo 2016
- Cosfest 2016
- STGCC 2016
- Sports Fest 2016
- GameStart 2016
- Costime! Aeon Mall, Johor
- Idolicious 2016
- Anime Festival Asia 2016
- EOY 2016
- Tampines Youth Fest 2016
- Comic Fiesta 2016
- Cosfest 2017
- Doujima 2017 - PowerUp 2017
- Yuri On Ice-only event 2017
- STGCC 2017
- Charaexpo 2017
- GameStart 2017
- Idolicious 2017
- AFA 2017

She Loves Her "ABoyFriends"!
~Inuyasha~
~Yugioh(cute Yugi & HanSome Yugi)~
~Yuu Kanda~D.Gray-Man
~Uchiha Itachi~Naruto
~Gaara of the sand~Naruto
~Neji~Naruto
~Tieria Erde~Gundam00
~Casshern~CasshernSINS
~Cloud~FinalFantasy7
~Noctis Lucis Calum~FinalFantasy15
~Lelouch~CodeGreass
~Shun~Bakugan
~Zuko~Avatar the last airbender
~Yzak Joule~GundamSeed
~Zeheart~Gundam AGE
~Levi Ackerman~Attack On Titan
~KagamiTaiga~Kuroko No Basuke
~Frau~07-Ghost
~HaradaSanosuke~Hakuoki
But to be honest I'd rather see my boys being together. :D


She Has Her BIASES
♥Tokio Hotel
Bill Kaulitz . Tom Kaulitz . Gustav Schafer . Georg Listing
♥The WANTED
Tom Parker . Max George . Siva Kaneswaran . Jay McGuiness . Nathan Sykes♥
♥ One Direction
Louis Tomlinson♥ . Zayn Malik . Liam Payne . Niall Horan . Harry Styles
♥District 3
Dan Ferrari-Lane . Michael Parsons♥ . Greg West
♥Palaye Royale
Sebestian♥ . Remington . Emerson
♥JEdward
♥Ed Sheeran
♥SHINee
Lee JinKi . Kim JongHyun♥ . Choi MinHo . Kim KiBum . Lee TaeMin
♥B.A.P.
Bang YongGuk . Kim HimChan♥ . Jung DaeHyun . Yoo YoungJae . Moon JongUp♥ . Choi JunHong ZELO
♥NU'EST
Aron Kwak . Kim JongHyun JR . Kang DongHo BaekHo♥ . Hwang MinHyun . Choi MinKi Ren
♥B1A4
Jung Jinyoung . Shin Dongwoo CNU . Lee Junghwan Sandeul . Cha Sunwoo Baro . Gong ChanSik ♥
♥SEVENTEEN
Choi SeungCheol . Jang DoYoon . Yoon Junghan . Hong Jisoo . Wen JunHui . Kwon SoonYoung . Jeon WonWoo . Lee JiHoon . Yao MingMing . Lee SeokMin . Kim MinGyu . Boo SeungKwan . Chwe Hansol . Lee Chan . Shin DongJin . Samuel .
♥5SecondsOfSummer
Ashton Irwin . Michael Clifford . Calum Hood . Luke Hemmings
♥TheVamps
♥Boyce Avenue
♥The Script
weeee

Monday, October 27, 2008

27 October 2008

Yup, my P6 friendship life SUCKS like hell. The worse year ever of my friendship life. And today is the worst day of it. I hope this will never EVER happen again in my future, in the path, as I walk down this path which I had chosen....
I never intended to do this nor to start this. I am not the real problem. I know. It is 'that girl'. Looks like friends change in time. And time goes on and never stops. Life goes on.. WHAT ABOUT THAT GIRL AND THIS FIGHT HAS TO DO WITH ME? i HAVE MY OWN RIGHTS TO BEFRIEND WHOEVER I WANT TO. Don't You ever control me. I am Hasyimah. I am no Toy nor a robot nor a slave who does what people says. Anyway, my name has no 't' in it.
Ya right, gw hurt lu duluan? Lu salah lu hurt gw duluan. Dari P4. Nampak sah lu yang buta. Ini juga bukan salah gw. You chose to befriend someone whom herself talk about others but she herself is and tak sedar diri.
Done. No.. I don't think it'll ever be done. GTH. You guys dont value your friendship. Except each other. But that, I doubt. As much as I want this friendship to last, I am breaking all ties with 'Lionny Setiawan Tai' and 'Siti Hazimah Zainal Abidin'. And F.Y.I., this has nothing to do with 'that girl'. Just that you guys don't understand me in this position.
Oh ya, I just remembered...
THERE ARE MANY MORE PEOPLE OUT THERE JUST WAITING TO BE FOUND! :-)You aren't the only ones. Everyone's different. I hope Never to find friends like you. Only better. ☺☻

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27 October 2008

Thought you were a bestest bestie. Well, nampaknye, gw slah dan lu bleh gi mati for all I care. Lu dah terpengaruh dengan qwertyuiop kan? Yup, I guess so. Since P4 huh? I still remember that you once said "I don't like ...(qwertyuiop)". Well, people change in time huh? But I know this: qwertyuiop is naturally like that.
"GW KECEWA PUNYA TEMEN KAYAK LU" Ya, mungkin aku pun. From all the Indonesian drama I watched, there'd always be a backstabber. I never thought you'd be one. Guess what? I am SO WRONG. Yar, I guess whatever my mother said was right. Beware of Indon people. Though Everyone's different, ARE ALL INDONESIANS ARE PURE BACKSTABBERS?? Is that it? Maybe, maybe not. Maybe only you are?
I was REALLY shocked to see your tag. Indonesian best friend can never be true for me?
I've always dreamt of having a great last month with my whole class together. I guess my dream will never come true.
Whatever. I soooo want to end this. I never did started it. Nor was I the trouble. I always thought of CHANGING SCHOOL and just forget all of this. But hey, Just less than 1 month.. Hang in there Girlz_X. Just less than 1 month.... Keep Holding On...

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Another one~! Funny!

Big Rob falls on stage and Nick Laughs!

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27 October 2008

qwertyuiop, If you wanna spam my tagboard, go to HELL!! Write one comment cannot huh?
WHAtever. Do you actually know who is my BFs? I only have 1 BFF and No BF and the BFF is NOONE IN CLASS! Don't even perasan. Jangan terase suah.
Who says that she destroys my friendships? Maybe that is what you think of her because she did that to you before. But she NEVER asks me not to friend anyone. She doesn't care who I befriends with nor if I don't friend her. But I choose to friend her. We share the same interest that we always talk about, our 'boyfriends'. We talk to each other and understand.
Who said I dont hang out with my bf, friends? I still DO. Qwertyuiop, how the hell am I to hang out with you if you don't want to talk to me nor trust me? I don't think that you don't mind me hanging out with her. If you don't mind, you wouldn't bother bringing up this topic.
I don't think that she stole me from you guys. I WENT to her. Since you guys are fighting and not trust each other, whom am I to trust?
qwertyuiop, If this make you sick and angry better off not reading it rite?
"If your friend backstabs you, you still call them your friend? Can u explain more bout tat?I quote them from ur post.PLS explain." = Go and think for yourself.
Then I'd say you guys are idiots. "do you know that everyone is trying to get you to stay away from that girl ? everybody is doing their best . they want everythign to be normal again . but what do you do ? you ignore them" = The Malay girls said that 'that girl' does this. From the way you say it, I think... you guys are just the same.
"but whenever we get close to you , tht person bang us away from you ." = you are big enough to bang her back... Y not?
Well, from the way I see it, this mostly involves the malay girls and not the chinese.

You see, I was sooo in the middle before the Malay girls don't friend me. I gain the knowledge of both sides. I kept my word, not to reveal on whatever you guys talk about to the other side. Try asking on the other side. I was really shocked actually. To know that one side actually betrays and talks about one of their own. What do you think? I'd say they are the ones that have nothing better to do but gossip and talk about others and TAK SEDAR DIRI. They say about others that they themselves are mimiking. Qwertyuiop, let me tell you, there is something that both sides said about you that is rather unpleasent. I never tell you rite? And I'll never tell you what the unpleasent thing is, just like how I'd never reveal whatever one side said to the other.

In my opinion, I think... Friendship can go in many ways..
It Hurts most here>> ♥

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^^ Funny!

Demi Lovato Falls on stage in Chicago!

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

26 October 2008

Okay cool. Whatever. Wee!!! I bought new storybook!! The much awaited Brisingr!! Wee!! From the Inheritance Cycle by Christopher Paolini!! Originally, it was called the 'Inheritance Trilogy'(3 books). but Brisingr appeared much larger than expected so Christoper had to write another book to conclude the whole series. Wah.. must wait another few yearss for him to complete writing...:(
Inuyasha yesterday was not the 1st movie tot i watched. Different liaox... But the movie 2 is correct.. watch again^^.
Wanna go watch AMVs. 'Till then!

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26 October 2008

Well, guess I have to clear things with certain people... My Friends. Referring from the comment on my tagboard by 'qwertyuiop'.
Fine. This fight may have changed me, but that's what you think. I think you guys changed me. I have no idea who to befriends with. Since the Malay girls and I don't get along since we are not close, I am not with them much. 'That girl', or so you call her, is the main problem. Is that it? I see that the fight revolves around her. If your friend backstabs you, you still call them your friend?
Who says I don't care about my friends? I am trying my best not to hurt my friends. If I friend with the Malay girls, I'll hurt 'That girl'. If I friend 'that girl', I'll hurt the rest of you. Now, I know that the Malay girls don't 'friend' me. I don't care about that. That's their problem. People have their own Wills.
I doubt everyone wants this to stop. You should clear this matter to those who started this at the first place. It is not 'that girl' nor me. Everyone is different and things just don't go our way at times. Just accept it because life is unfair. Go back and think who started this at the first place. From there, more and more bad thingies starts popping up. Like people who don't like 'that girl'. I really, Really, REALLY want this to stop. I hope to be back to what we were last time. Come on people, this is our last few days together, not even a month to be exact.
I am trying my best to be the real me, the 'old Hasyimah'. But you guys are creating a 'new Hasyimah'. Well, ya, maybe I am faking the new me and I guess I am a clone to that person. Or is it that you are commenting on it just because that is what you think? What is it that you guys want? What is it that you guys want to fulfill?
Let me tell you that you guys aren't the only ones crying.

CAN A GAP LIKE THAT BE EASILY CLOSED ONCE IT HAS BEEN OPENED?

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

25 October 2008
Whoa... now 1a.m. liaox.
I watched Skip Beat! and SAmurai Deeper Kyo just now.. Funny! especially Skip Beat! Laughed like hell!
Finally!!! Get to download Cabal successfully after accidentally deleting it last time.. -.-"
Yay!!! Ltr at 10p.m. have INUYASHA!!! Movie no. 1 :: Affections Touching Across Time. My bf no. 1! Wohoo!!! Aishiteru! lol =.= Vertual... Fantasy... Anime...
Just now in school have Sexuality education. Teach how to ... NO LAH!! It was about vertual, internet thingy... Benefited a lot! The whole talk remedered me of my internet gaming friends..
Sleep now... byebye!! ^^

Anime!


Manga!

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Yeay!!! Finally change blogskin... wow record, the shortest time to change. So yellowish like the sun... dunno y i use this oso. Kay, I go watch Shakugan No Shana... Buaiz...

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

22 October 2008

Wah... get so much duit collection already. My Mother Tongue class also make blog for keeping in contact. Go linkss. I want change blogskin since last time sey. Didn't change... My website also didn't move!! I didn't do anything yet... go-->>> www.livingonforever.com same name as this blog. Just trail until I know how to do then can make another one =) .
I want show u the picture i took for hari raya... but I now at school!!! The photoess are at home.. went jalan Raya with they all already... I mean with the malay pupilsss in my class.
Long time didn't post and change blogskins because you want to know what? YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY? Well, if I say later like jahat like that. My sister lorhh!! She last time say bloging waste of time and electricity.. BUT!!! She herself make just recently and also asked my cousins to make. WATEVA. So she uses the computer like 24/7 and I can't use... Baga. Just because I am younger and she is older that she can order me around. Shh... no more, enough. Private and Confidential..
Wahlao the boys laugh like hell watch youtube video. Hehe!
WOHOO!!! Mediacorp lauched a new channel, OKTO. And.. IT ROCKS LIKE HELL!! Yeay! I'm Lovin' It!This Friday they are showing Inuyasha movie number 1: Affections across time. I think. yaya but it is the 1st movie lurh. Show at 10p.m. to 12mid. Yeah! They show all the 4 movies. Yeah! They show Avatar:The legend of aang..
Toodles, I want to see people blogs..

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Thursday, October 09, 2008

9 October 2008
Hihi!! SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!! So long nvr write suddenly hari raya... I show the picturess kay???? ltr lah.
I Have good news...
PSLE OVER!!!
Wohoo!! Now can enjoy!! Rejoice! Can go jalan raya! Woho! Eh, why am I ending all my short sentences with an exclamation mark? <--This one is with question mark. Haha!
The papers okaylah, managable. But then the maths walao!!!!!! I squeezed my brain until no more water!! lol. hard sia! T.T there goes my A*... Have hope for Science lah. Today, nvr go school, never take Higher MT mah. Wohoo! Must pray for good results. Come on, 6 years study for this 1 exam! So, I am trying to make this 6 years worth it. I aiming for 2 A*, science and maths. yah, maths... Anyway i aiming for at least 240 agregate, go Express. What secondary school? I dunno... DunMan? Pasir Ris? Go near near schools. I wan have Modern DanceZ! Dunno wat school have.. have also the school so far...

I watchina Hana Kimi (Japan). HAHAHA!!! I cannot stop laughing! Hilarious!! hahax. kAY I go watch 1st..

eh, Sry, the connection smth wrong. next time i show u the picss.

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